my twin brother | day 64

Hey, what's up! I'm feeling good and I'm happy to say it because these past few days have been just chaotic.. No... nothing SHOCKING happened. I'm just kind of concerned of this whole period.. The 4 last months of my school life... It kind of sucks when I think of it this way.. I do feel emotional. I'm going to miss being a kid, a teenager and caring about bullshit. 

But that's going to change real soon. And if you take it from another perspective, I've been always dreaming for this moment. The moment in which I'm going to be an  adult. A responsible and hard working human being. I've been waiting my whole for this and I guess the end of an era is not the end of the world. Oh why do I even talk about this? I have 4 months yet... Then I'll be posting the sad blog post.. now it's not time..

Weeell... What I keep on learning everyday is that I have to be HAPPY. And everyday is a new battle for me to maintain that and find ways to cheer myself up. I don't have a misery life and I;m not just trying to look like a poor little teenager, whining about his sad life. No, that's not me. That is never going to be me.

It's just that this period is kind of chaotic as I said before and it's not that I'm not happy. It's just that I'm not in the best mood. Nothing is going bad in my life.. But we all got our ups and downs.. We can't be PERFECT forever. It's impossible. You can't always be happy. You can't be always sad. It's human nature. It's called "ups and downs". And if people sometimes just overreact when you are not in the best mood, just tell 'em to mind their own business's and that that is the most natural thing to feel. You don't have to apologize if sometimes you're not that cheered up. 

I haven't introduced you to somebody. Yes, b*tches. It's my twin brother. Oh you didn't know? 
Yes, I seem to have a twin brother who loves music as I do and we recently shot a video together. It's an acoustic version of my song "BITCH MODE ON" which I wrote about bullying and I'd love it if you could check it out! I worked really..-Oops, I mean.. 
We worked really hard on it lol. 

Let's be serious.. I don't have a twin brother as it looks like in the video.. But I just made this video for a very important reason which I'm about to explain to you right now..

I made this video as a continuation of my music video of my song "bitch mode On" in which I talk to myself in the mirror. This time I've befriended myself and now we're singing together next to each other.. I want to spread a message with this video: That means that all of us hide a twin brother deep deep inside us, who is waiting for us to open the door and discover him, befriend him and find out more about our personality and talents. And we come closer to being ourselves to the fullest. That's the meaning. 

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Being happy should be our first priority. Feeling happy. We should do anything to feel happy and cheer ourselves up. The way that we're feeling is what matters the most because that really defines us. It defines our success and every sec of our moments. So, live life like there's no tomorrow and BE HAPPY. H-A-P-P-Y. And be thankful of what you have... and be thankful of being alive and well. 

Today's quote: The secret of being HAPPY is accepting where you are in life and making THE MOST out of everyday. 

That's all, you guys.. Thank you for reading my blog post. It means a lot. Until next time.. do me a favor. 
Be happy. 

Peace, Lionder