happening right now | Day 56
Hey, guys. How are you? I hope you're super well.
I'm writing in this blog from an internet cafe-kinda place while trying to render my new project-music video for my new song BROOKLYN.
And yes, there is a new song coming out TODAY. Isn't that exciting news? I've worked so hard for it and I just can't wait to see it online and hear what you guys think of it.
There is a strange but totally understable bond that we, creators, feel with our creations. Everytime i make a video, I just feel the same way I would feel with my child. It's just the same way. I'm stressed, wanting everything to go as planned and okay, I need no errors and procrastinations. I don't want to lose my projects and I wish the best for them. Just the way I'd feel for my child.
For example, now I was in the middle of saving my project for my new video and the system -ish shut down! So, I lost the process. And I have to do everything again. Not edit the video because thank god, that's saved in my hardware. But you see how much i'm struggling to save A video.
This video I've been trying to save for 3 days. 3 DAYS.
My computer's space is full so I can't save anything because it crushes. My father's laptop has the same issues and all I need to do is lean on an insternet - cafe which takes time and money. And of course, spending money on stuff that don't get done, just drives me crazy. I mean, when I work for it and it just crashes and shuts down, you don't want to see that bitchy look on my face. It's bad. I don't like seeing myself like that lol.
But you know what. One thing I know best in this life is to stay calm and positive. I want positivity in my life and only that I will receive. I don't want bad vibes around me, only good.
So, I believe that my video is going to be out tonight. It's one of the most important things for me at the time. So, wish me luck. By the time that this blog post will be up, I guess my video will be ready to be uploaded.
So, these days are kind of stressful.
But I know at the end of the day, I'll be sitting on my bedroom chair and watch my music video, which will be finally uploaded on the web and appreciated by all of you guys. Cuase I may want to fulfill my purpose and my goals but if it wasn't for you, all of these things would be meaningless. Thank you for staying there. I don't know you. I can't know all of the people who support me but know that I care for you and think of you. And thank you, thank you, thank you.
Universe is with me.
That's what I think of everytime something goes bad or everytime I prevent something from going bad. I just say "Universe is with me, universe is going to help me" and I lean on the good vibes and the positivity. It's not a religious kind of thing. It's just a way of thinking-living. I've read some books and have checked that it works. So, when I want things to go good nothing is going to stop me. Universe is with me.
I don't know what you guys believe in. There are people, for instance, who keep a talisman to achieve things and stuff or people who lean on the power and support of God or anything. It's good to believe in something, whatever that is. It's also not bad to not belive in something. We're different people, with different beliefs and that's so beautiful about our spiece. We're different and unique. We should all appreciate that about each other.
"Man it wasn't that long ago, we were all living in the jungle" as well said by songwriter-singer Lady Gaga in one of her newest songs "Come To Mama". And as we refer on Gaga, go check out her new album JOANNE which is amazing and on repeat for over a week.
That's all for today. Be happy and healthy, I wish you the best.
Quote for today: When some things go wrong, take a moment to be thankful those many more things that still are going right" Annie Gotlier
Peace, Lionder
I'm writing in this blog from an internet cafe-kinda place while trying to render my new project-music video for my new song BROOKLYN.
And yes, there is a new song coming out TODAY. Isn't that exciting news? I've worked so hard for it and I just can't wait to see it online and hear what you guys think of it.
There is a strange but totally understable bond that we, creators, feel with our creations. Everytime i make a video, I just feel the same way I would feel with my child. It's just the same way. I'm stressed, wanting everything to go as planned and okay, I need no errors and procrastinations. I don't want to lose my projects and I wish the best for them. Just the way I'd feel for my child.
For example, now I was in the middle of saving my project for my new video and the system -ish shut down! So, I lost the process. And I have to do everything again. Not edit the video because thank god, that's saved in my hardware. But you see how much i'm struggling to save A video.
This video I've been trying to save for 3 days. 3 DAYS.
My computer's space is full so I can't save anything because it crushes. My father's laptop has the same issues and all I need to do is lean on an insternet - cafe which takes time and money. And of course, spending money on stuff that don't get done, just drives me crazy. I mean, when I work for it and it just crashes and shuts down, you don't want to see that bitchy look on my face. It's bad. I don't like seeing myself like that lol.
But you know what. One thing I know best in this life is to stay calm and positive. I want positivity in my life and only that I will receive. I don't want bad vibes around me, only good.
So, I believe that my video is going to be out tonight. It's one of the most important things for me at the time. So, wish me luck. By the time that this blog post will be up, I guess my video will be ready to be uploaded.
So, these days are kind of stressful.
But I know at the end of the day, I'll be sitting on my bedroom chair and watch my music video, which will be finally uploaded on the web and appreciated by all of you guys. Cuase I may want to fulfill my purpose and my goals but if it wasn't for you, all of these things would be meaningless. Thank you for staying there. I don't know you. I can't know all of the people who support me but know that I care for you and think of you. And thank you, thank you, thank you.
Universe is with me.
That's what I think of everytime something goes bad or everytime I prevent something from going bad. I just say "Universe is with me, universe is going to help me" and I lean on the good vibes and the positivity. It's not a religious kind of thing. It's just a way of thinking-living. I've read some books and have checked that it works. So, when I want things to go good nothing is going to stop me. Universe is with me.
I don't know what you guys believe in. There are people, for instance, who keep a talisman to achieve things and stuff or people who lean on the power and support of God or anything. It's good to believe in something, whatever that is. It's also not bad to not belive in something. We're different people, with different beliefs and that's so beautiful about our spiece. We're different and unique. We should all appreciate that about each other.
"Man it wasn't that long ago, we were all living in the jungle" as well said by songwriter-singer Lady Gaga in one of her newest songs "Come To Mama". And as we refer on Gaga, go check out her new album JOANNE which is amazing and on repeat for over a week.
That's all for today. Be happy and healthy, I wish you the best.
Quote for today: When some things go wrong, take a moment to be thankful those many more things that still are going right" Annie Gotlier
Peace, Lionder
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